RED IS THE NEW BLACK

Avatarrandom rantings and rabid retorts of a socially-retarded, decidedly high-strung, renewed romantic

to my playwright



Words often fail to capture the melodies a heart sings. The ineptitude of a language comes not from an inadequacy, but often from the overwhelming of its wielder.

Worry not. That though our shortcomings as channels of our literature comes as a surprise, know that sometimes the words we inhabit are simply lacking, unable, in certain regards to express what we mean. And feel. For it is truly indefinable.

I know now. I feel it in how your fingers find the gaps of my palm. To fill them, and fulfill me. I taste it, in your saccharine lips, full of a tenderness that invigorates and consumes. I see it, in the depths of your eyes. How it longs to memorize every detail, with a serenity that’s comforting. I smell it, in the musk of your skin. Together ethereal in the heaving of our exhausted breaths. Satiating. And I hear it, in the placidness of your voice, amidst the warmth of our silences.

Though the frugality of words seem to others like a hindrance to verbalize what the heart professes, I feel no need nor requisite to obligate it from you. You have always been shy to some degree. And that is what endears you to me. And I know, that though few may the words be, each is laden with sincerity. Passion. Emotion. Meaning.

And I wouldn’t want it any other way.


Image from here.

me. mesis.

You Who Arrived
[To P.]

You who finally arrived
into my arms, Beloved, who have found
at long last,
I discover the melodies of songs
that please you. I am delighted
to recognize you in the surging wave of the next
moment. All the immense
images in me - - the picturesque, deeply-familiar landscape,
links, paths, and traces, and surprising
twists in the narrative,
and those arcane lands that now
pulse with the life of the divine -
all expound within me to mean
you, who forever inspire me.

You, Beloved, who are all
the scapes I have dreamt of,
now real. An open window
in a white room - -, and you in embrace
stepped out, welcoming, to find me.
Dreams that I dwelt upon, - -
You weaved them elegant into actuality.
And somewhere, at a café, the screen
beamed and glinted with your presence and, in awe,
found my own image beside. Who knew?
that the same ballad echoed through both of us
this evening, together, beneath stars…



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Based on You Who Never Arrived by Rainer Maria Rilke
Ahead of All Parting:
The Selected Poetry and Prose of Rainer Maria Rilke
Edited and Translated by Stephen Mitchell
1982 Random House

A definition of mimesis.