Sometimes, when someone's worth it, you just have to put yourself out there.
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Susan Heffley
Diary of a Wimpy Kid
April 2010, Color Force

It is elusive. If it weren’t, its value would not be as vast. But often, because of failed histories, and antagonistic anxieties, we choose to put up walls to protect our hearts. Creating citadels of indifference, with the nuances of detachment, defensiveness and defeatism; we become beacons of our own banishment. Creating cocoons out of cobwebs, of mangling memories meant to be mended.

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Listen to yourself. This escalating level of self-deprecation is all too disconcerting. To rally against fate with her supposed transgressions is a grave misunderstanding of what she truly has conspired to afford you. Do not presume that just because solitude has been your longstanding companion that there were no attempts on her part to bring you positive syzygies. Lest you assume that the emotionality your portray is meant to mask a deeper, grander scheme, then I must abide by this charade you play.

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